Heres to all the girls

January 5th, 2008 by maldita-27

Heres to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited for him to call only to check the caller ID the next morning && be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, brushed ya shoulders off. grabbed ya shoes. && moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happenn. Those of you who gave up on the first day you talked again cause you knew exactly where dis phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, && the next, listened to him say how much he loves && misses you. We deserve something, better. Heres to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe dis time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, or even talking to him again after he messed up. We went through the stage with no fights all over again. We started dis out thinking we would be just friends, && ended up falling in love with him again. Regardless of how hurt we were. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, && that he was gonna make stuff right. that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. Heres to the ones who believed what he said. sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Heres for all the nonsene. && rumors dealt with. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldnt possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn‘t treat us the way we should be treated. Heres for the ones that went out and bought a new FIT. did your HAIR && took an extra 10min. on ur MAKE-UP only to hear him say that he couldnt see you today. The ones who Never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. Heres to ma ladies who couldnt talk to they friends cause of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, && their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance one that would really care about us. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears for those confusing days, when you miss him. Remember the times you cried, how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the radio turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made && tries calling, turn your phone off. this is for those girls, who fell back in love with there ex, only to get hurt all over again, all night

Christmas 07

January 1st, 2008 by maldita-27

Christmas this year crackeddd =]]

Not the best one but it sure did crack. I may not get all the presents that i expected, but what matters is the atmosphere i made with the fambam. yupp. I still do miss celebrating Christmas with the family back in the Philippines. Hopefully next year that can happen.

On the other hand., Last night (New Years Eve) was awesome doode., aha! The fireworks were beatiful., on top of the strip && we witness everything. aha!  I still do miss the smell of fresh lit fire crackers in the Philippines. Fa’sho., ahhh. Damnnnnnnn! Oh wellz

December 24th, 2006 by maldita-27

Imma start writting at this blog as much as I can. Well yeaaah today; going to wrap my last present for my "MOMMA". yeaaaa. then, i dont know what to do next. ITS CHRISTMAS AT THE PHILIPPINES ALREADY. Hella Miss’n Christmas at Philippines. I thought i was goin’ to celebrate Christmas there this year, but naawwww. But oh wells, hopefully next year. But i know fa’sho that this come’n summer imma take a vacation there for 2 months.?! yeaaaaa. i think so.

Well anywayz, Im wish’n you guys HAPPY CHRISTMAS && MERRY NEW YEAR :)     Hope you guys would have a safe but yet great Christmas. <3

Canada

July 10th, 2006 by maldita-27

here at canada right now. have`n fun. HELLA. But we gotta go to thr funeral && say goodbye one last time to my dearly grandfather. [RIP October 13, 1914 - June 28, 2006] tomorrow family will be going to EDMONSTON mall or something like that. bleh.` then were coming back home July 13. I`ll post pictures soon cuz i forgot my thingamagigger wire shit for your camera. haha. I`ll be visiting Philippines this coming July 20. yea-yaah